Tuesday, September 30, 2008


I'm not happy.
Bear is going down to DblO.
I know I should behave like an adult but I believe what my eyes saw.
Photos are evidence of his behaviour but that was before.
I should have trust in him and confidence in this r/s.
Stay strong Pam!!
Dun jinxed anything..

My weekends are fill with fun, joy and laughter.
Went to handlebar on Friday nite.
Ordered quite an amount of food and BOOZE!
Simply love the company, food and ambiance.

Saturday, I had my family gathering.
This time it only consist of Bear, Ody and me. =)
It has been ages since this happened.
PMDR->Earth Cafe -> Swim at Bear's place -> Movie (Mirror)

Sunday, out for training and went out for F1.
The crowd was fantastic but the weather was bad!
I brought my camera and caught nothing there.
Blur me placed my camera under my jacket and can't locate it, therefore no photos.

I have lost the touch of writing.
Planned everything in my head but when I'm in front of the screen, I'll blanked out.
Gotta read more to improve. =)
Working hard on that..

Thursday, September 25, 2008


Was reading a blog yday and realised that she's going through somewhat the same as me. I think Bear no longer reads my blog, which means I can bad-mouth him here.

I hate smokers and wouldn't even date a guy that smokes. Bear is an exception. Not sure why.
He did quit for a period of time though. Now? Ever since a quarrel, I kinda gave up. I allowed him to do whatever he deem right. So he smokes but not when he's with me.

I'm trying to learn to accept someone who smokes but am I able to survive with it? Perhaps I should start smoking too? In that case, both smoke and I would no longer mind. Just a childish thinking.

Ade and I are trying to hunt for another MS, looking at post and ads for MS pups and sharing the information. For me, the thought of having another one is totally dashed. Bear is so against it and we quarreled over it too. sigh. On the other hand, I dun think I'm financially stable to have another one too. Nevertheless, I can always doggiesit poochies. =) Only male dogs or sterlised female dogs as Ody is not neutured and I dun want another baby Ody as yet. =)

Besides all my rants, Prissy is so happy to go training with me as she get to see so many dogs. Rocky and Jester are her fave. She is so agitated with me and Ody during the trainings. I know that I pressure her a lot but we are working towards a pass. =P She can be really angry with Ody due to his stubborness. He refuse to walk during training and we'll have to drag him. Besides that, his attention will be on me instead of Pris when she's handling him. Bad boy huh?! Anyway, this is a picture of Prissy and Rocky.

Monday, September 22, 2008


Chinese Garden ->Ade's Place for Steaboat -> ALPS cafe

Went to Chinese Garden with Bear and a low batt camera.. =(
Managed to snap a few pics thou..
Overall its a rather pleasant trip other then the stupid turtles that look really disgusting.

Went over to Ade's place on Sunday for a steamboat lunch.
We had 10 dogs marking and spraying at her place and of course, some dogs got humped too.
Needless to say, Ody was one of the humping target.
Poor Ody, had a lil tummy upset too.
It may be too much of raw vege..
After the steamboat, Ody was left at home and we two went to ALPS cafe to catch Chelsea VS ManU. =)
God Damn tired!! zz..

Wednesday, September 17, 2008


An email received at 0630 mentioning that the call at 0800 is cancelled!
I could have SLEEP longer in BED!!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Room For Shoes

All gers would love to have a room like this to store their SHOES!!
And I know Rebecca would not be able to resist this.. =)

Bear is Back

My Honey Brown Bear is BACK!!
Bought him a bouquet of Sunflower and a Balloon. =)
Had my dinner at Popeyes with him helping me finish all the food.
Unpacked his luggage to check on his loot.
As usual, he bought me loads of stuff from there. Too pampered with gifts.
Thanks Bear for all the things that u've bought.

Sunday, September 14, 2008


Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Sunday, September 14:

You've been working hard to make positive changes in your love life. Don't get discouraged if progress is slower than you hoped. Changes are happening, and your relationship will continue to improve.

I hope he sees the change and gimme more time to change myself better.
Hearts and miss my Brown Bear loads..
Hope that time will pass much faster.
Can't wait for him to be back..

I just ruin everything...

Monday, September 8, 2008

Another Weekend

Bear is Out of Town to Vegas and Germany.
Looking forward to his returns and is missing him so much.

My weekends getaway..
Breakfast at Chong Pang with my baby sista cycling me all the way.
Had my highlights and treatment done. (so loving it now)
Went for a BBQ with all the owners and MS at ECP.. (the rain ruined the fun)

Training at East Point
CozyCot with Denise
Went over to Ade's place with Cruci
Dinner at my humble home.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008


A son asked his father, 'Dad, will you take part in a marathon with me?'
The father who, despite having a heart condition, says 'Yes'.
They went on to complete the marathon together.
Father and son went on to join other marathons, the father always saying
'Yes' to his son's request of going through the race together.
One day, the son asked his father, 'Dad, let's join the Ironman together.'

To which, his father said 'Yes' .

For those who didn't know, Ironman is the toughest triathlon ever.
The race encompasses three endurance events of a 2.4 mile (3.86 kilometer) ocean swim,followed by a 112 mile (180.2 kilometer) bike ride, and ending with a
26.2 mile (42.195 kilometer) marathon along the coast of the Big Island

Father and son went on to complete the race together. View this

I'm no Christian but I admire his strength to go through it.

Monday, September 1, 2008

Chu Kang Tour

Went on a tour around 'CHU KaNG' thou it rained non-stop
1st stop - Areo Farm at Lim Chu Kang.
bought loads of vege esp butter head lettuce.
remembered that it was great from hair..
me want my hair to grow faster!!

2nd stop - Goat Farm.
didnt go in to take a look cos i remembered it stinks..
thou i know Bear would love to talk a look.

3rd stop - Live fish market
Fish esp BIG fish freaks me out!!
not sure why but it seriously does.
bull frogs are the worst creature that u'll want to meet!

4th stop - bird farm
closed! sadded.

last stop - Qian Hu at Choa Chu Kang.
fishes again..
this time, loads of small fish.
Bear commented that fish there is overpriced.
I really like the fish where they injected ink onto them.
den we headed to the fish spa!!
it is so ticklish!
Bear insist that we shd go to the pond where the big fishes are. -.-
overall, it was really great.

p/s: I was so proud of myself cos I finally know how to read a street directory.

I missed Pony's Barkday Pawty.
So sorry girl.
I had something on.

Cotton Plant
Tiny Bud of Cotton
Me & Bear
Trying to be a farmer


Bear & Me at Qian Hu
Bear enjoyed it totally

Look at how big the fish is
Bear's Paw
Arrowana (Pregnant)