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I'm not happy.
Bear is going down to DblO.
I know I should behave like an adult but I believe what my eyes saw.
Photos are evidence of his behaviour but that was before.
I should have trust in him and confidence in this r/s.
Stay strong Pam!!
Dun jinxed anything..

My weekends are fill with fun, joy and laughter.
Went to handlebar on Friday nite.
Ordered quite an amount of food and BOOZE!
Simply love the company, food and ambiance.

Saturday, I had my family gathering.
This time it only consist of Bear, Ody and me. =)
It has been ages since this happened.
PMDR->Earth Cafe -> Swim at Bear's place -> Movie (Mirror)

Sunday, out for training and went out for F1.
The crowd was fantastic but the weather was bad!
I brought my camera and caught nothing there.
Blur me placed my camera under my jacket and can't locate it, therefore no photos.
sigh.

I have lost the touch of writing.
Planned everything in my head but when I'm in front of the screen, I'll blanked out.
Gotta read more to improve. =)
Working hard on that..

Rants

Was reading a blog yday and realised that she's going through somewhat the same as me. I think Bear no longer reads my blog, which means I can bad-mouth him here.

I hate smokers and wouldn't even date a guy that smokes. Bear is an exception. Not sure why.
He did quit for a period of time though. Now? Ever since a quarrel, I kinda gave up. I allowed him to do whatever he deem right. So he smokes but not when he's with me.

I'm trying to learn to accept someone who smokes but am I able to survive with it? Perhaps I should start smoking too? In that case, both smoke and I would no longer mind. Just a childish thinking.

Ade and I are trying to hunt for another MS, looking at post and ads for MS pups and sharing the information. For me, the thought of having another one is totally dashed. Bear is so against it and we quarreled over it too. sigh. On the other hand, I dun think I'm financially stable to have another one too. Nevertheless, I can always doggiesit poochies. =) Only male dogs or sterlised female dogs as Ody is not neutured and I dun want another baby Ody as yet. =)

Besides all my rants, Prissy is so happy to go training with me as she get to see so many dogs. Rocky and Jester are her fave. She is so agitated with me and Ody during the trainings. I know that I pressure her a lot but we are working towards a pass. =P She can be really angry with Ody due to his stubborness. He refuse to walk during training and we'll have to drag him. Besides that, his attention will be on me instead of Pris when she's handling him. Bad boy huh?! Anyway, this is a picture of Prissy and Rocky.

Weekends

Chinese Garden ->Ade's Place for Steaboat -> ALPS cafe

Went to Chinese Garden with Bear and a low batt camera.. =(
Managed to snap a few pics thou..
Overall its a rather pleasant trip other then the stupid turtles that look really disgusting.

Went over to Ade's place on Sunday for a steamboat lunch.
We had 10 dogs marking and spraying at her place and of course, some dogs got humped too.
Needless to say, Ody was one of the humping target.
Poor Ody, had a lil tummy upset too.
It may be too much of raw vege..
After the steamboat, Ody was left at home and we two went to ALPS cafe to catch Chelsea VS ManU. =)
God Damn tired!! zz..

RUINED DAY

WTF!!
An email received at 0630 mentioning that the call at 0800 is cancelled!
I could have SLEEP longer in BED!!
ARGH!! SUCKS!!

Room For Shoes

All gers would love to have a room like this to store their SHOES!!
And I know Rebecca would not be able to resist this.. =)

Bear is Back

My Honey Brown Bear is BACK!!
Bought him a bouquet of Sunflower and a Balloon. =)
Had my dinner at Popeyes with him helping me finish all the food.
Unpacked his luggage to check on his loot.
As usual, he bought me loads of stuff from there. Too pampered with gifts.
Thanks Bear for all the things that u've bought.

Horoscope

Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Sunday, September 14:

You've been working hard to make positive changes in your love life. Don't get discouraged if progress is slower than you hoped. Changes are happening, and your relationship will continue to improve.

I hope he sees the change and gimme more time to change myself better.
Hearts and miss my Brown Bear loads..
Hope that time will pass much faster.
Can't wait for him to be back..

I just ruin everything...