My New Toy!

Finally bought myself a camera.
This time, I will try not to lose my camera again.
Went to Sitex to try out the Canon G11 but decided on Panasonic Lumix LX3. =P
Comparing the lens, size and weight, LX is on the upper hand.
One thing that I like about G11 is the extended screen.

Brought Ody to AMK Hub after his training for my camera. =)
He was totally a chick magnet.
The showgirls were so amazed by his good behaviour when I put him on the chair, he did not jump off the chair but sat there patiently waiting for me.
Those girls do not know that Ody is undergoing a series of tough training to attain such 'good' behaviour.
Now, I gotta work on Zaedy!
He's totally hopeless!! =X

Was so excited that I dig Prissy and YY up from bed after the batteries are fully charged.
We walked the dogs to Yishun Park instead of the intended, Bottle Tree Park, due to the rain.
Enjoyed ourselves very much! :)
Prissy and YY played like they were still a lil kid.. haha.
Photos posted on FB

Here are some pictures that I took when I was out with Mummy and Lala. =D

EMO

Have been feeling really emotional these days and I believe it is due to HORMONES! -dread-
Been pouring all my sorrows to the lil bunny and it is really nice and kind of him despite all the presentations that he needs to prepare and yada yada. =D
Thanks so much bunny.
xoxo

First Love?

Impromptu thought that came to my mind.

These days, do you still see or hear friends or people around you saying that he is my first love and I am his too, and we are getting married.
This may sound so cliche but I have seen and encountered people like this.
I really envy them as they are really contented with what they have and of course, know that that is the right one before proceeding into a relationship.
They might not even know how does it feel being heartbroken.

As for those who have been in and out of a relationship, like me, they became really jaded, or is it only me?
I find that after each relationship, you will learn to understand yourself more and see more flaws of a man.
Flaws that can be really destructive in a way.
I have been really afraid of my partner lying and feeling really insecure no matter what.
In turn, I have learnt to live in delusion and not want to bother about what is more than me and him as I have the perspective whereby the more I know, the more I will hurt.
There are just too many things deep down in me that I have not mentioned to anyone.
So much that I find it really hard to continue in a relationship.
So much that caused loads of quarrels and unhappy moments.
So much that I draw a wall between both.
So much that I do not think that going into a relationship is a right choice in any circumstances.
I totally understand that fairytale stories are never true after so many heartbreaks.
But I do believe that true love exists, perhaps just not for me. =)

Albert Einstein Quotes

Women marry men hoping they will change. Men marry women hoping they will not.

Why will women marry men hoping that they will change?
Wouldn't they marry the perfect one instead of carrying these kinda hopes till they finally give up?
In a very naive way of thinking what love is, accept the flaws..
How many couples can actually do this?

Why men hope that their women will not change?
Looks? Attitude? Naggings?

In short, love is just being very practical!

Yumss...

Me can make nice Tiramisu!!
Tried making some with the instant mix that I bought from Muji.
How wrong can you go about with instant mix?
So after watching the Chl 8 show which I so happened was watching, I realised that it is just so easy to make them.
Did some further research online and found this really good video..
With the help of the cake mixer that my lovely colleagues bought me as a birthday gift, I used it to whip the cream and it turn out LOVELY!! (no need to manually whip for ages just to get it fluffy)
Did all that I need to and tada, a nice and delicious Tiramisu (with no alcohol thou)..
Will be serving them to my pals when they come over for steamboat on Saturday!
I'm so proud of myself!! =)

Men are SHALLOW

Men are totally shallow creatures and need their ego constantly stroked!!
On the other hand, Women are materialistic bitches!!

What have gone wrong in life?

Eve of 23rd

These days, I will do some self-reflections daily.
Most of the time it's when I'm travelling on my way to work or back home.
I'll think of all the things that I've done before and plan for the future.
I think this did help a lot as it made me realise what I have done wrong in the past (includes the current day) and will try to correct them within my means.
In addition, it gave me a clearer picture of how and what I want in my life.
I am really glad that I am still alive to experience these events that is happening around me. :)

I remembered one incident when Jasmine made fun of me when we were much younger.
She did make me blush.
And making me blush is so so simple.
It was really a very very funny experience and then we were all very innocent. :)
This thing I regretted a lot is to drift away from them totally. sigh.
And after given so many chances, I still did the same. :(
I always put LOVE in first priority and now, thinking back it is really so not a single tad bit worth it.
Whatever it is, it is history.
Now it is me putting in all the effort to mend this broken bridge back.
I believe I can do it.
Please trust me that this bridge will not break anymore and stronger as time goes by.